the truth about forever.

So i definitely have not been on this for a while. A couple of weeks or so. Time for an update.

Lately my summer lovin has been a little more stressful than it has been. So i got my license back in early and july and here i am carless. .i am not complaining. i'm just worried. my mom and dad have been searching frantically for the perfect car at the perfect price. That is a hard task considering the fact that insurance will be high for me since i am a first time driver, tuition for college, books for college, the parking permit for the car, the gas spent every monday-thursday from carmel valley to san marcos, and the fact that i'm quitting my job in about 2 weeks.

Kinda scary. i wish i were one of the luckier kids who have cars waiting for them way in advanced when they don't even drive. or the kids who's parents provide them money whenever they asked. But my life is hardly anything like that. despite what people say, i work for everything i have. i sacrifice my social life to abide to other's needs and here i am worried i might now fly by this so easily.

But besides all that, my life is going just swell. saving every dollar i have to be able to go on a back to school shopping trip next week. this weekend i shall see THE TIME TRAVELER'S WIFE! I am so excited. date day is sunday which is also ethan's birthday! so better get ready for work. i'll update more later.!