Who ever said love was easy. yes, love makes me feel whole and love makes me feel wanted. But love aso drives me crazy. love puts me in tears and gives me tummy aches.
but this side of love is all my fault. it's impossible for me to feel assured. no matter what you do and what you say i feel insecure. it's not your fault its mine. you've done nothing but make me feel special and loved and i just can't believe it. i guess its the fact that i've seen so many broken hearts and i've seen many abandoned that i fear this will also happen to me. you tell me constantly it won't and i try my hardest to believe you and i do its just hard for me to grasp.
maybe it's because we're just so happy it scares me. we've been so happy for so long that i'm worried any second that it could be ruined. i know you say it's impossible but i still ought to be cautious.
i'm sorry i'm jealous of nothing. yeah she's got nothing on me, it's just the fact that she's there. at this point i should be able to look at her, but i don't trust her and i most likely never will. she's on my bad side. i think she's a bitch. but enough about her, this is about you and me.
for now on i'll try my hardest to not doubt our love. i trust you wholeheartedly, im just afraid of getting hurt. i love our love and i wouldn't change it for the world. i am so thankful for having such a great guy like you in my life. i want this to last forever and i know in my heart it will. i love you.
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