i wish i didn't analyze and i wish i didn't think.
i wish i would just listen, but that is just not me.
you'll show me one route and i'll choose the opposite.
you'll hand me a book, i'll set it down and pick another.
i'm stubborn and i'm hard to please.
i wish it weren't that way.
but then again that's just me.
i may be hard to please, but i'll never let you know.
i may disagree but then i'll agree.
i'll prove you wrong and act coy about it.
i stand my ground but i'll still let you in.
i'm confident, but i'm still weak.
i don't care whether you don't like my hair, shape or smile,
i do what i want.
but then i have my insecure moments.
you tell me i'm pretty but i can't help but compare.
i wish i were taller, but then again i like being short.
i wish my life were more simple, but then again where would i be?
i wish i were smarter, but then again i know i'm smart enough.
i wish i were more social, but for now i know there's no time.
but what i am thankful for is the fact that i'm loved.
the fact that i have a family who argues and bickers but in the end still loves.
the fact that i have a mom who may be a pain at times but does it all for my best.
the fact that i have a best friend who understands i can't always be there but i try my best.
the fact that i have a boyfriend who has pushed aside the complicated part of me and still loves me nonetheless.
i love my life.
i'm ready for the adventures that are soon to come.
i'm excited for the new friends i'll make
i'm excited for the growing love taking place.
most of all i'm excited to finally complete myself. [:
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