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no one ever wants to be forgotten and neither do i. I think it's quite astonishing how one can just throw away the past without a single thought. in a sense i find that heartless. i believe once a part of your life, always a part of your life. every person you meet touches you in some way, and it all happens for a reason. i think the search for love is truly an adventure. It's a journey that takes years and it never gets old. Yes, at some point you may be jaded but the thought of someone out there just waiting for you is definitely intriguing. why sit on your ass lonely and bitter when you could have a grand ole time out there. Friends are a good cure for the love sick blues. But then there are friends, even family who know nothing about what it's like to walk in your shoes. They ridicule your heartache and look past your fake smile thinking nothing more. It happens. But with time, greatness comes and it will all be worth it. To me love is more than the kisses and cuddling. it's about companionship and that person who will see that fake smile of you and take care of it, and would be there for your pain. Love is something special, and something special definitely does not come quickly.